rolling girl always looked at unreachable dreams

So my family is going to the beach house for a vacation next week for a week and a half! THIS IS GREAT AND AMAZING exept for the fact that I am not going. Thank you, work. This is not so bad; I can live with being alone in the house for a week... right?

The only problem is I'm going to have to bus into work. This means getting up at 4 to catch the 5 'o clock bus and praying nothing is late because that still means I get to work barely 8 minutes before my shift starts. This also means that I get home at 6 pm, upon which I get two hours of free time before I have to go to bed so I don't die of sleep deprivation from waking up heinously early to do it again.

NEXT WEEK IS GONNA BE HELL I-I am seriously considering asking for the time off, but I already went to Otakon and I don't have enough time and oh god why didn't I get my drivers license ;A;

• My laptop stopped receiving power from the cord for a while, and then shut down halfway through saving an art thing I was working on.
• Not getting to eat all of my delicious meatball calzone because it had to sit in the car while I was getting a pedicure.
• Getting a pedicure and having the lady who was doing my feet comment about my leg hair when I was already feeling hugely selfconscious about it.
• Having the same lady wax my nonexistent lip hair before I could stop her, all the while going "you have a lot hair." if it grows back all dark HEADS WILL ROLL oh my god
• Smudging my sparkly purple toenail polish :(
• Getting home and then being violently sick thanks to the delicious meatball calzone.

BRB, crying in a corner and then playing some videogames and pretending the goombas I'm jumping on are the pedicurist.